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I am so tired.

Tired from a cocktail of negative emotions, while trying to justify them with philosophical view points that really, are just a bunch of bullshit. I am so tired that moving an inch is a gargantuan task. One moment I'm convinced I'm manic depressive, the other moment I slap myself for wallowing in self-pity. I am so frustrated with the world and even more so with myself. Why do I even fucking care?

I can't cheer myself up.