morgueville,heartland living.

so the curtains came down. and everything has to come to an end. eternity, like perfection, is hypothetical.

and what goes up, must come down.

i will not say anything till i hear it for myself. yet nonetheless, past events (for some it could be the lack of it.) made feelings burnt out into ashes. impossible for any phoenix to rise above. things changed. people changed. circumstances were inevitable. it is like picking out a book with a nice cover, and after reading its less than satisfactory climax, you just want to slam the book shut, shutting it into the darkest oblivion of your bookshelf collecting dust.
or you could continue reading it till the end.
it takes two hands to clap.

there is no reason for me to stay.

everything is uncertain and now i am moving to a resolution. like where i will go, military wise. and results were mediocre, not fantastic. enough for me to fulfil the academic requirement for the school of arts, design and media at ntu. now i just need to do a video, write an essay, submit my holga photographs and take the faculty test.
all i want to do now is get my arse a place there.

everything else doesn't matter.