morgueville,heartland living.

this week was horrible. i am just hoping things will go back to normal. but anyhow.


the common tests were depressing. so i'm on a one way ticket to next month's parent-teacher meeting. i have tonnes of checklists that aren't checked. deadlines and deadlines to meet. horrible horrible school life. i have put on like, 100kg since the major chinesenewyear days. feeling i should be an aneroxic. no will whatsoever to maintain a healthy lifestyle despite turning incredibly self-conscious about looking into the mirror or seeing unflattering photos of myself. having that apparent tortured artist's psychological pain again with absolutely no inspiration to do anything constructive. blame it on the weatherman. couldn't agree more with ann peebles' i can't stand the rain.


and worse - my guilty pleasure has been that disgusting britney spear's toxic song. ahh. woes behold a non-existent life.