morgueville,heartland living.

i need to reaccess my current purpose in life. got back most of my common tests and they are just depressing. ugh. and promos are in 4 weeks time. economics is seriously killing me. went thru the mcqs during tutorial today. and the 10 questions i had gotten wrong were all table-related questions. which means there are numbers. great. it's not like i take maths. but that's not just the point. my concept of economics is far fetched from what is required. somebody help me! and i must pass my gp no matter what. and not just a pass. i need my B. so at least i can fall back on a C. and art, too. i must realise it cannot be done one day before the paper. in fact i must get it done the week i get my questions. and i had better do well for the black and white photography section. for lit, haven't got my essays back but hope they are positive. oooh. chinese. my results hit a record low for the common test. so embarassing i will not mention it here.

and i'm getting too fat for my own good. there are days when i feel normal. but then there are days when i feel bloated. now i feel like a balloon. at least that's how my stomach seem to feel now. though i hope what's inside is really air. so i can easily get them out. i am damned for not going training with the odac guys today. not that i'm not ready, just that my shoes could break anytime. and i bought my trainers home from the locker. made a resolution to head for the gym with gary one of these days when we get to end school early. which is like, equals to none, since there's no such thing.

and i am financially unstable now. though today i was attempting to read my palm from the 8days guide during odac today and i'm convinced they said i'd be rich and successful. but i'm talking about today. i have debts to pay. and the never-ending amount of money to pay for all kind of things are just insane. i kept spending money the christopher way. and this way i can never save enough money. mum's right. i suck at saving money.

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