morgueville,heartland living.

that feeling came back again.
it just came back. just like that. haven't been messaging her for months. yet all the messages she sent are still lying in my inbox. started thinking if that never happen, what will us still be like? and we promised each other to watch the takeshi kaneshiro and gigi leong's movie together. still remember everytime we wanted to watch a movie she would ask if that movie is in the cinemas. and i would say, "no. not yet." will we still keep that promise?

have i mentioned before? i believe in the one? the one whom i know i gonna love and put my soul into. the one whom i know i can talk to. the one whom i want to hold hands with. she is still the one. but i don't know how she feels now.
it isn't killing me. but i feel jaded.
what's gonna happen now?