morgueville,heartland living.

thank you to dawn, gary, yin, indran and especially edward. i owe you guys one. and words cannot express my gratitude to you beautiful people. one day we shall ride the waves. also thank you to everyone else (whom i am damned to have forgotten.) who has sent words of support in another or one way. and i shall end here before it resemble an Oscar speech.


art has ended today and it's so surreal. for weeks, everyday was a dejavu. and tomorrow will be brand new. and as nerd as it sound, i am looking forward to it. i am looking forward to hibernation in the library with books. i am looking forward to picking out white hairs on my scalp and feel satisfied with my stress level.


[to lorraineO]
"and when you were gone."
you owe me your demo tape.
maybe i can steal a listen from esta. i regretted not going to your gig the other time. and i regretted not knowing you better. we were so close to catapulting you to popstardom.


why lorr?


everytime i hear evanescence songs, you just fits the picture of amy lee. i don't know why.
i hope you can hear me.
and that you are safe now.


i will remember you.