morgueville,heartland living.

christian just told me someone from cj committed suicide.
again. i'm sick of it. and someone just told me someone from tj jumped, too. what is wrong with these people?

i hate death. i have extremely morbid feelings about the d-word. it's like, where do you go from here? does your soul still live on? where do you go? or do you just disappear like that? what will happen next?

is life really that scary for them to move on to just run away from it? i do admit. i feel like i'm living in an asylum. the behaviour of people are extremely irking, yet frightening.

oh gawd. let's not talk about such things. can't stand it.
and may chloe rest in peace.