morgueville,heartland living.

day and night are such polar opposites.
i always have this morbid feeling about the night. it's as if the entire world suddenly becomes elusive and mysterious. adopting an entirely different persona from the day.

was at ubin for odac camp this weekend. and i realised i'm never ever prepared enough for such an outdoor activity to enjoy myself totally. something will always crop up. it used to be abrasions. or so dumbass enough to forget an extra change of undies. this time i forgot my poncho and had to waste 8 bucks for a raincoat. a la 'singin' in the rain' style. bright chrome yellow. the shopowner even asked if i wanted the pants. ya. i want the boots too.
and my shoes. spent 12 bucks on a canvas shoes previously. but i bought it one size too small, as usual. now my feet is itching with mos bites and blisters. how delightful. imagine. running around in them.

still the camp was not that bad. gary and the rest really put in serious effort to run this camp. though i guess not everyone were very appreciative. but i think they did just great. and it is weird how i see the year 2s and realise they are my age. i'm suppose to be in their batch. it's been such a long time since i harboured such feelings. but it's ok. guess i had the best of both worlds. and felt like a toot when i told this senior of mine that my sister was from his batch. gawd. looked as if i'm tripoding him cos he gave me that 'oh. ohkay.' look.

and i must never ever apply for a job as an emcee. i will bore people to death. was emceeing for the campfire and almost digged up a hole in the sand and just shove my head in infront of them. thank god i felt so stupid enough not to do that.