morgueville,heartland living.

so i guess it's good bye. for now.

and no. this entry isn't going to be cornyville. yes it's a whole new chapter. to be honest, it scares me sometimes. i am not a huge fan of change. yet it is exciting because i know i am ready to shed behind my juvenile years. not that it is going to be a real world i am exploring nor the fact two years of militarism gonna make me a man. (seriously, militarism does not make one a man. it just makes you tougher, i guess.)

i have the strangest feeling it will be just like my first day in school. the unfamiliar and foreign territory i find myself reluctantly entering. the social obligatory i find myself having to abide, despite an initial refusal to. the butterflies in my stomach i find myself to fight. and the eventual subconciousness to get comfortable, finally and unknowingly, settled in.

i just hate the beginnings. sometimes.

and a whole new layout. (sorry xiujuan, didn't use your site source in the end. but thanks!) firefox-ers rejoice. happy sweet sixteen to my baby sister shuwei this sunday, too.