morgueville,heartland living.

i've been staring at the screen for five minutes. am having mental constipation. nothing comes through. thus established the reason why updates weren't frequent enough. there you go.

 
no longer do i lament the fact that i have lost my social life for good, for now. nothing worries me anymore. something scares me though. time is running out on me. especially my coursework. i'm afraid i cannot meet the september dateline. but i know i can. just that i'm afraid it will not be a good job. not good enough for an A. lest i sound like an arrogant piece of supposed shiteball academia, i'm just a blarrdy ambitious capricorn at work. meanwhile, mrlarrywong has resigned.  i've got all the luck with art teachers. they just don't seem to last very long. it happened back in marist and it's happening again. i didnt expect his resignation to come so soon. for a moment i was angry with his responsibility (or the lack of it) for us. but offers like that are hard to come by. i'd have probably done the same.

 
i am a geek. so sue me. because right now i'm only concerned with my art and econs. not so econs but i do want to pass at the end of everything. i'm into having nice looking alphabets on the piece of paper that is supposed to dictate my life.

 
of course i don't believe that, don't be silly.