morgueville,heartland living.

promos shite are taking my brain cells by storm. and the urge for retail therapy is like a frigging wait for orgasm. darn it. how i wish i could just nochalantly walked down to the apple center at wheelock tomorrow and grab an i-pod. then head on down to lucky plaza to purchase a digicam. right after my studying at the airport.

that can forever remain as a fragment of my dream.

really. i suspect it's some sort of obsessive compulsive disorder. about spending money on food. if i had starve myself for the entire past three months i could have been able to at least get an i-pod tomorrow. it suddenly occured to me i have entirely forgotten how to enjoy life. of late, my life revolve around hougang and the airport staff canteen, which by the way, was filled up with college students mugging despite 3 huge signs that say 'no studying is allowed in the staff canteen'. either i am reading my notes really hard or i am slacking like a bozo. and i am having artistic blocks. i can't draw. i don't know what to draw. ooh. i have to hand up 8 pieces of full of drawings on A2 size paper by next next tuesday. 6 pieces on A3 by next tuesday. and develop my photos in the darkroom myself by next next tuesday.

i apologise for the ranting. quick. pray for me.